You’ve been hurt…here
now don’t forget
I’ll wrap it up in fire
so you burn the next time you see them
your soul is kind
you like to forgive
but if you forget,
you will be hurt again.
In order to protect,
I must make rage
I must make you feel irrational pain
that sears your insides.
I want you to dislike the burning
I want you to stay away
I do not know if they will heal themselves
but I do know how to protect you.
This burning can be addictive
it’s so hot, it can singe everything else
until this is the only sensation you will feel
other side effects may include
cancerous build ups at the infection sight
acid reflux
and this feeling can spill
into all the other feelings
contaminate them until everything
becomes rage.
It is the easiest thing for me to replicate
love and lust need inspiration
sadness, is easier
but I need the right chemicals
and sometimes a trigger point
like anger it can be subtle
easliy forgotten by you,
but never me
fear, now that’s primal
the purest ingredient from which I can create all else
into infinity.
So hold onto this
right here
until you learn
what you do not deserve
until you learn
how to protect yourself
and me.
Caia Rose 